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1) Why is it that my mom STILL pisses me off, even if I’m far away from home? Good god.

2) I NEVER cut class or was absent from school in my whole entire life and today I accidentally missed my chemistry recitation. I can’t get that off my mind so I’m kinda crying about it. It’s a big deal to me …. Sounds stupid, I know.

3) Does my chemistry recitation TA just NOT have an email? Are you kidding me? Like out of ALL teachers… Please…

[2012-08-08 22:26:49] Vitamin J(udii): Harrisonnnnnnn!!!!!

[2012-08-08 22:29:59] Vitamin J(udii): I need to talk to youuu

[2012-08-08 22:30:02] Vitamin J(udii): *kicks*

[2012-08-08 22:30:09] Vitamin J(udii): *kicks again*

[2012-08-08 22:30:19] Vitamin J(udii): *kicks again but harder*

[2012-08-08 22:30:29] Vitamin J(udii): *kicks again even harser*

[2012-08-08 22:30:33] Vitamin J(udii): *harder

[2012-08-08 22:30:42] Vitamin J(udii): Bitch I will break yo leg.

[2012-08-08 22:30:46] Vitamin J(udii): F5

For when I visit Harrison in Canada LOLLLLL. (May ‘13?)
There’s so much things I can do up there than I can do here in NYC, as new or better experiences.

• Cook pancakes w/ Canadian maple syruppp loool
• Bake carrot cupcakes w/ strawberry cream cheese frosting (because Harrison’s intolerant to lemons :c)
• Travel to Bromont, Quebec!
• Watch Pokemon: First Movie in VCR because I still have it haha… 10 years+ of keepsake!!
• Long walks in the woods both in the morning and night — because I can’t enjoy nature fully in NYC lol.
• Hang out w/ Harrison’s best friend Yoan — He’s mah fan.
• HIT THE MALL =) and jus’ chill.
• Go grocery shopping (like never before…LOL RAID THE FRIDGE).
• Sing Pokemon theme song as a duo
• Jacuzzi @the roof top! yolo haha.
• Change Harrison’s sleeping pattern into a healthier one by sleeping and waking up early.
• Visit every single one of Harrison’s favorite restaurants c:
• Scare Harrison’s cat while she’s sleeping. :D
• Encounter a moose on the road (and maybe even pet it! :o)

speaking of which, APRIL. We need to make our own list D:

1. Friends who you don’t get awkward with at all.
   — I don’t know about you, but this fits with the relationship I have with my best friend. Whenever we hold conversations, there’s no electronic devices around that would prevent us from having a real conversation. Real talks don’t require electronic devices. Even when we suddenly become quiet and have nothing to talk about there’s nothing awkward between us two, because we’re chill about it.
2. Friends who you get awkward with, but still hang out with freely.
   — I tend to hang out with these people (or person), and we have a great time with each other. We’d wave “hi” in the school hallways and give high-fives whenever we see each other. But one thing that brings a downside to our friendship relationships is that awkwardness that stands in between. Once things get awkward, they stay awkward. 
3. Friends who you know and don’t get sociable with.
   — There’s those people in your life who you meet, but never really get the chance to hang out… maybe because it’s awkward? Or maybe because he/she is not really your type. Sometimes I see my friends who I don’t become sociable with and just awkwardly say “hi” sometimes, but after that… nothing really happens. You just know that person, but you’re still friendly with him/her. You don’t know him/her well enough.
4. “Friends” who you know, but just ignore or completely ignore.
   — As I went through my social life in elementary, middle, and high school I’ve met so many different and diverse people. Then as time goes by, you don’t seem to talk to that person or group of people anymore… the bond between you and your friend that was once there is just a piece of string between you two, that can be cut over and over again. You can randomly encounter him/her in the bus, or maybe the street but you’ll be reluctant to even say “hi” to him/her because it’s just more than awkward to do so.

1. Why does my mom have to come home to piss me off? Like, ok fine you have stress from work… Not like I don’t have stress from school? Please.

2. Earlier my brother came along and started yelling at me for playing piano while he’s asleep, NOT in his room. What’s his problem? God knows.

3. If I don’t feel like eating because I don’t have an appetite, why are you making me eat? And you personally insult me for everything. Shut. Up.

4. Shit, sorry that I want to go to a $200 prom. But crap, thanks I won’t go. Don’t come to my graduation either. I don’t have to see your pissed face during my graduation, k.

5. Am I okay? No don’t ask me that cus all I’m going to say is “yes”.

> Life’s hard — you’re not the only one feeling the pain. Deal with it, live with it.

6. If you don’t like talking about that one person, then why talk about him? What the hell. And why do you yell at me for bringing convos up about him if you think it’s ok for you to do that? What the hell.

7. In 3 months I don’t want to see your face. Thank god b/c I don’t have to, after August 29th.

8. I’m sorry you can’t use a laptop while I’M USING IT. I mean, do you kick someone out of the bathroom just because someone’s in it? You’re a person who would do that.

9. Call me crazy or what-not, I only yell at you because you’re annoying me left and right. I wouldn’t yell at you if you treated me as if I’m my own real age. Threatening me as if I’m a 5-year old won’t do anything.

10. About yesterday, sorry for getting only ONE award but you know what? Why did you come if you’re gunna get pissed off at me about that anyway? I guess I’m not good enough for your damn standards. I wouldn’t even rant about this one if you were any better than I was — I’m not even trying to be arrogant here or anything but just the fact that you said that to me yesterday just pissed me off. Of course, in front of my friends.

Sorry, but damn church kids.

I don’t mean to diss anyone specifically, but what ticks me off so much is that people think that they have the right to say whatever that comes into mind.

Get it in your head: I’m a human being, not some animal.

We all have different types and amount of responsibilities and different positions in which we stand in our society.

For example, in the United States you have the foremost leader, the president. Then you have the vice president, secretary of state, treasurer, etc. Then of course, you have the citizens at the end.

I don’t see a difference in the church youth group vs how society’s like — or anywhere … Clubs, school — you name it.

If you disrespect the president, I don’t know where you want to get your level of punishment to. The point is, you should be respectful to the president. A citizen has never been the president — so is he/she going to say to the president, “well if I were you, I’d be a better president”? No, because he/she doesn’t know how it’s like to hold such a position.

Well, likewise — I’m not being cocky or anything but I hate to see disrespect to any leader in any group. Like it or not, he/she is the leader. You don’t like Obama? Oh well, he’s the president of the United States. Criticism is great when in need, but the words aren’t taken lightly. I mean, don’t DISS me because I’m not as good as another leader.

I’m sorry, but perhaps if you didn’t know, it’s quite “difficult” to multitask in three different groups, have the mindset that your family is going through real dirt crap, have the worrying mindset that your finals are tomorrow (and you didn’t study because you don’t have the time to), and to remind yourself the fact that something very important to you is no longer useable and broken and you really need everything from that one thing. I have flaws, and likewise to you.

So yeah, my mom and Chun said it — the past is the past and we should look towards the future. There’s no holding back.

One thing is, if we can’t make things in the present right, I don’t really know about the future. If one part of the group is going through pain/hardship the group isn’t going to stand strong. And that’s where last week’s sermon kicks in.

Moral: Once you spill water from the cup, the water isn’t going to be the same when you scoop it back into the cup.

“Erb Latin:

You take the first letter of a word and move it towards the end then add ‘-erb’!”

Oh my god this show is really getting at me right now LOLOLOL IM SUCH A KID.

This is what happens when you don’t have cable television for over a decade of your life.

• Andy: Omg hey Susie do you use Google Chrome? My friend Brian just told me to use and I just started. ITS INCREDIBLY FAST. :D
• Me: LOL yeah I do. LMFAO YOURE SO SLOW.
• Andy: LMAO LMAO I'm not "with it"
• Me: GET ON WITH THE PROGRAM HAHAHAH jk
• Andy: xD
• Me: I met the guy who made the google chrome symbol lolol
• Andy: What was going on his head while he was making the symbol?
• Me: LOL I have absolutely no idea. Probably flying colors
• Andy: Brian and I were like.. it's a boob
• ---
• LOOPLASKJF;LASDJFLKASDJOL

• Me: omg the cereal tastes so good [right now].
• Andy: aigooo cheerios?
• Me: cheerios + honey bunches of oats lol
• Andy: omg LOLOL that sounds so much better than what I had!
• Me: its like. orgasm in yo mouth. LOOOOOOL
• Andy: omg. lemme imagine.
• Me: LMAO
• Andy: ohh bby oh damn OH MAH GAWD!

I hate it when people read my Tumblr posts and then judge me indirectly.

For example:
If I post, “I have so much homework to do tonight! Gosh… I need to take a nap or something… omg I’m dying right now ;o;”

Then there’s always ONE PERSON who posts something like this:
“OMG I hate it when someone posts complaints about how much homework they have. I mean, you’re not the only one.”

^Yeah I’m not the only one. I’m pretty sure you complain about your overload of homework at times. Get over with it — I’m so full of myself.